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Name: Ryan
Birthday: 10/20/1987
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Friday, September 09, 2005

Currently Listening
Terrorhawk
By Bear vs. Shark
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Once again, I am COMPLETELY amazed at how things in life wind up coming about.  For example, I would hav enever expected being friends with some ot the people that I am friends with, but now I don't know how I can live without them.

I am extrremely disappointed in some people currently, but I could not be happier with a few select others, and for once in my life, it seems like the positive is COMPLETELY outweighing the negative.  I am a little suspicious of my current state of "contentness," but at the same time it is extrtemely welcome.

School kinda sucks, especailly because I am there, or at work, 95% of the day, leaving 4% for homework and 1% for sleep, but I am not getting down about it.  It is weird how just a few really good friends can completely counteract bad situations, and it is also weird to once again feel so happy with other people.  I really really enjoy it when I am able to do tht with others, and not have to worry about being disappointed.  It is also a nice relief to be on the opposite end of the spectrum again.  For a long time, I felt like I could only feel the negative extrteme, but that has completely turned around.

I saw Chris breathe fire today, he is one of my biggest heroes.

I despise allusions.

The fact that Claire's middle name is Fendley (spelling?) alone makes her my idol.

Raspberry+Black Currant = Happy Ryan

[loveryan] 


Monday, September 05, 2005

Currently Listening
Good Apollo, I'm Burning Star IV, Volume One: From Fear Through The Eyes of Madness
By Coheed & Cambria, Coheed And Cambria
The Suffering
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I can't even believe how much I love the new Coheed and Cambria song, "The Suffering."

Like, its one of those songs that break the emotional dam inside if you and makes you forfeit consciousness to feeling.

Its freaking intense.

If anybody is gonn post something like "OH THAT SONG SUCKS" of "CLAUDIO SOUNDS LIKE A GIRL"

then you are fucking lame.  i dont care if thats what you fucking think, but keep it to yourself.

[loveryan]

p.s. homework is overwhelming

I want a vacation

p.p.s  I joined xanga one year ago.  Today is my one year xanga anniversary.  How adorable is that?


Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Currently Listening
To Bury Within the Sound
By Engine Down
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Ya know...

In all of my days, I am still shocked that I have never tried to microwave a bug.

*sigh*

[loveryan]


Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Currently Listening
The Second Stage Turbine Blade
By Coheed & Cambria
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SOOO...

It is extremely strange how individual's (myself specifically) emotions, and mood can fluctuate so extremely in shuch short amounts of time.

Right now, aside from a few specific thing that are on my mind, I am in a pretty good mood.  I could not be happier with the results of actually confronting people about things, and it really made me realize how much I like certain people, even when I think I don't.

Stephany's party full of Marian kids initially had a very bleak outlook, but things took an unexpected turn for the better...

After that I went to aeon... WITH NINA!  Which was extrermely cool.  Words canot describe how much I love that place, the people that work there, the locals, and pretty much everyone that I see just in going there.  I also got to be a lot better acquainted with some people there .... like scott (I apologize if this sentence is falling apart) and I was really thrilled to realize how cool people can be.

I am currently praying that Nina didn't get a bad impression because upon hanging out after aeon closed, this stupid drunk guy who "owned the block" told us to "fucking push off."  It was quite unpleasant, but needless to say, once most of our group left, and I was still out talking ot Missy, the guy comes back over to us, and apologizes, and offers us Jack Daniels and Vikaden as an olive branch.  Of course, we didn't have any interest, but we appreciated the gesture of kindness.

All in all, aeon once again proved to be a nice change of pace from the beginning of the night.  That place is just too amazing.

[loveryan]

p.s. Kaitlyn, I have every intention of replying to your posts, I just really am not in the replying mood right now, and it would completely ruin it if I attempted, however if forget, I am apologizing in advance.  Again, I have no intention to forget, but thats now... and then may be a different story.

 

(satisfied nod)


Monday, August 22, 2005

Currently Listening
Control
By Pedro the Lion
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Oh my God....

Why John???

Why did you tell me to watch Requiem for a Deam???

I don't even know what to think...

I am speechless...

That movie!  ITS SO UNSETTELING!

I think im gonna go.. .do ... something... like stab my brain with a pencil and try to forget I saw that movie.

-[lovealteredryan]



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